What Have I Done

Hands wouldn't stop
I tried to hide it
Said I was fine
kept quiet
Different store
different face
Didn't want them
to know my name
Just get home
that's the plan
Forget the day
forget who I am
What have I done
Didn't think it
would get this far
What have I done
Didn't think
I'd lose who I was
He said I looked
a different shade
Went and searched it
anyway
Read the words
didn't feel real
Tried to tell myself
I'd heal
Just one more
then I'm done
I've said that
more than once
What have I done
Didn't think it
would get this far
What have I done
Didn't think
I'd lose who I was
Sittin' there
no sound
First time I felt
alone like that
Didn't even move
What have I done
Didn't say it
out loud
What have I done
Just let it
sit there
didn't fix it